我好忙
我好盲
我好莽
我好茫
Saturday, 27 February 2010
Thursday, 25 February 2010
吃饭与聊天
午餐时间 一贯地与三五好友到了UOA
除了填饱肚子 还聊聊天
记得那天的话题好严肃阿
没有说出来谁会知道
说了出来还真的惊讶
两个同学一致认为
我需要见心理辅导
啊 有酱悲咩 ><
其实我们聊的 不过就是
Object Relation Theory
加上一些past experiences
我喜欢Adler的说法
我们就是过去 现在和未来的成品
过去发生过什么 其实不是重点
关键在于我们怎么去看待
或许每个人的心里面
在某个角落处
多多少少都会有些深刻的记忆
即使已经不再提起
可是我们还是从中学会些什么
这些学习 无谓是想保卫自己 出发点是好的
觉得没有错 所以我们总自以为聪明地
把这一套学习套用在每一件事情上面
没有想过 或许我们已经不再需要那套方式
没有想过 或许那套方式根本已经不再适用
现在眼前的 是全新的一件事情
全新的一个人物
和全新的自己
我比较喜欢选择相信
我们都有能力去选择
自己要过的生活
而不是让过去操纵着
除了填饱肚子 还聊聊天
记得那天的话题好严肃阿
没有说出来谁会知道
说了出来还真的惊讶
两个同学一致认为
我需要见心理辅导
啊 有酱悲咩 ><
其实我们聊的 不过就是
Object Relation Theory
加上一些past experiences
我喜欢Adler的说法
我们就是过去 现在和未来的成品
过去发生过什么 其实不是重点
关键在于我们怎么去看待
或许每个人的心里面
在某个角落处
多多少少都会有些深刻的记忆
即使已经不再提起
可是我们还是从中学会些什么
这些学习 无谓是想保卫自己 出发点是好的
觉得没有错 所以我们总自以为聪明地
把这一套学习套用在每一件事情上面
没有想过 或许我们已经不再需要那套方式
没有想过 或许那套方式根本已经不再适用
现在眼前的 是全新的一件事情
全新的一个人物
和全新的自己
我比较喜欢选择相信
我们都有能力去选择
自己要过的生活
而不是让过去操纵着
Sunday, 21 February 2010
...
空白白的 白的天又浑沌变黑
我算是谁 醒了还在原地
白白的 灵魂的诗会很容易碎
落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪
哦 生怕把一切都砸个粉碎
只有你才能给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
空白白的 白天又浑沌变黑
怕遇到谁 难言的安慰
哦白白的 赤裸的心会很容易碎
落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪
哦 生怕自己也砸个粉碎
到最尾谁会给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
都不够 却还有
都不够 却还有
空白白的 我的心会一碰就碎
只有你才能给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
白白的-张韶涵
好听
我算是谁 醒了还在原地
白白的 灵魂的诗会很容易碎
落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪
哦 生怕把一切都砸个粉碎
只有你才能给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
空白白的 白天又浑沌变黑
怕遇到谁 难言的安慰
哦白白的 赤裸的心会很容易碎
落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪
哦 生怕自己也砸个粉碎
到最尾谁会给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
都不够 却还有
都不够 却还有
空白白的 我的心会一碰就碎
只有你才能给我一次欣慰
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
你是无形的伤口
你拼吧你咬一口
再多的爱也不够
都不够 不够
擦完没 伤口
白白的-张韶涵
好听
Monday, 8 February 2010
Sometimes I need to cry
Today I hidden myself in the toilet and cried for more than half an hour
almost fainted because the smell in the toilet was not nice
seriously for the 1st time, I felt that life's been so tough for me
everything goes against me and I couldn't understand why (why!)
so wanted to give up, so wanted to keep myself away from all these miseries
I had so many "what if"s in my head and they are distracting and annoying!
I am worried I am upset
Thesis is already a major headache for me
ERB is another one! Couldn't she just sign on it? yes she couldn't ><
But, you made me believe you would. ARG I should not have expected that way ><
I doubt, I really doubt about myself
I doubt if I have the strength to go through all these
At the moment this belief of mine
"no matter what life is gonna turn out to be
I would be able to take it"
is being severely challenged
Someone please, come and tell me that I can
Life is gonna to be tough
Yea life is gonna to be tough
still there is one thing I feel really glad about at this moment
which is surprisingly having you in my life
you made me starting to see something that I've been wishing to see
now I know I can make mistakes
so what?! If I got frustrated
you never failed to make me laughing from the bottom of my heart
as you always do
Thank you very much
almost fainted because the smell in the toilet was not nice
seriously for the 1st time, I felt that life's been so tough for me
everything goes against me and I couldn't understand why (why!)
so wanted to give up, so wanted to keep myself away from all these miseries
I had so many "what if"s in my head and they are distracting and annoying!
I am worried I am upset
Thesis is already a major headache for me
ERB is another one! Couldn't she just sign on it? yes she couldn't ><
But, you made me believe you would. ARG I should not have expected that way ><
I doubt, I really doubt about myself
I doubt if I have the strength to go through all these
At the moment this belief of mine
"no matter what life is gonna turn out to be
I would be able to take it"
is being severely challenged
Someone please, come and tell me that I can
Life is gonna to be tough
Yea life is gonna to be tough
still there is one thing I feel really glad about at this moment
which is surprisingly having you in my life
you made me starting to see something that I've been wishing to see
now I know I can make mistakes
so what?! If I got frustrated
you never failed to make me laughing from the bottom of my heart
as you always do
Thank you very much
Sunday, 7 February 2010
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