你怎么这样

你怎么这样
连走也不说一声
我还来不及跟你说再见
你已走远了
在黑夜里醒来
发现你不在旁
我还真以为在做梦
掉头继续睡
过了片刻
脑袋似乎才愿意接受
你的离开
泪水不自主地缓缓落下
怎么可以这样
这算什么嘛
连唤醒我也觉得费力气吗?!
还是在惩罚我太烂睡!?
擦擦脸颊上的泪水
一股脑门地把手机找来
寄了个简讯要和你问个明白
你说你已在往机场的路上了
不想惊醒我是因为看我很累
什么烂理由!累个屁吗?!
我比你还早睡!
最后也只好靠着简讯
向你道别
整夜
我的思绪就一直围绕在这个问题上
你怎么可以这样

如今我才恍然大悟
其实那是因为
你不想说再见

十天情人节

这短短的十天
像是生活中的一段插曲
虽是插曲
旋律却不停得在回荡
我想又得重新适应
没有你的日子
以为自己可以很习惯
然而
还是看见自己有多么地不适应

一个人走
总觉得路途特别地远
之前不以为然的孤单
此刻却显得特别寂寞
甚至连出门都觉得是多余
还要多久
才能恢复平静
希望是不久

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yaya....an undergraduate in psychology...........

studying human's thought and behaviour.......

how cOOL lt is l can know what ppl thlnklng....XD

even though after taklng this course...l knw that ls not easy....

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sometimes i am cruel...!!/??

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Promlz to myself.....I wont commit in any kind of cRlme.....for now as well as in the future....(what had happened in the past don't mention anymore....what can do...XD)

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生日快乐~

14 Nov...2007... happy blRthday ya^^

Thls is the present i gave him...
hehe...inside is a so called NIKE sport-used bag ...
for him to put in his towel... jump shirt...bottle...even sport shoes...

accompanying him to his every single match...
i bought tHls 2 weeks before his birthday....

in order to make sure it can be safetly delivered on his hand...
i have taken up the opportunity to beg my brother to bring it back to
Sandakan when he was here to be the judge for lion dancing at Genting...
and i also secretly pleased my sister to hand it to him on the his birthday...she promised....
haha....

what i have arranged for him secretly remained as a secret.....
he knew nothing...he told me he was sad because we can't celebrate 2gther....=.=

12 am...14 nov....
l wanted to be the 1st one to greet him...i have sent him a greeting message...
but sadly...he told me i was the 2nd one...(the 1st one was his's brother gf...weird...)
and if i was late for 3 second more...i would be the 14th one...haha....



still on 14 nov....10 am....

my sister told me she was planning to deliver my lovely present to him at around 1.30pm....
of cox the first thing should do was to ensure he is at home at that time...
so i kept sms with him the whole morning...just to ensure his actual location...haha....
from the messages..he told me he wanted to fetch his brother bck home from Chi Hwa at
12 pm... and might go out have a lunch after that...

yeah...i knew that should be a good timing....i asked my sister to reach there after he came bck
from fetching his brother...should be around 1pm somethg...
l busy sms with both side..my sister and him...make sure the timing was right...haha....

everything ran smooth... seems quite in plan..haha....

before he went out fetching his brother...i told him i wanted to tell him something after he came
bck home...(again just to ensure that i know when he reach home.... haha.....)
after caming bck from fetching his brother...he seriously asked me what i want to tell
him...haha....

i didnt reply him right after...
but i sms and told my sister it is the time to deliver now....haha....

whn my sister has reached and be ready outside his house...she made a call to me to let me
know....

thn i just replied him...."i just want to tell u...someone is looking for you outside..."
haha....

he just realised my sister is waiting outside.....
thn just he received my present....in addition...my mum's "sei mei lou" and Ang Pao's from my
mum and sisters....

as decribebed by my "postsister" ....his face look so shocked when saw my sister...and when he
receiving all the presents..haha.... have made him quite supprised....i really can imagine how his
shocked face look like...

that was what i want...haha....
successful....^^thx a lot to my "postsister".....

想念你......

怎么心像有一丝丝的...不安...??

这几天来...因为我的忙...

我们总是没机会聊上多少......

我担心我疏忽了你...

每每结束...其实我都还有好多好多话想对你说......

只是我还来不及说......

不是你悃了...就是我要赶功课了......

抱歉......

我懂你会有丝丝的不好受......

可是真的...我还是一样地想念你...一样......

在忙得快喘不过气来之时...我总是特别想起你......

想起你替我松肩...替我槌背......

想起你逗着我...只要我说一个E字......

想起你的大手牵着我的小手......

一高一矮得走在街上......

想起我们拥抱着...感觉你心跳的频率......

想起每一次的靠近......

想起我总是无故生你的气...让你措手不及......

然后你会千方百计逗我开心......

想起我们一块看电影...在戏院......

也在你家......

你给的一切我都好好收藏着......

我们的回忆我会保管得好好的......

好想念...你......

就因为这样想起你......

日子再苦...我也不会难过......

SuK Pel...Happy blRthday...

Today...21 sepT...after Mc 100 class...

We celebrated suk pel 19th birthday...whlch ls actuaLLy on 23 sepT...

whr..? at Momo's old hostel...

wltH KFC cHlckeN...KFC snack fOOd...2 slices of secret recipe cHeese cakes-marble cHeese aNd
CaPPu cHeese...1 bottle of Pepsl twlsT....aNd a happy blrthday sonG...

tHat's a blg supprise for her....reaLLy shocked heR...

tHanks Suk Pel...

Bcox of ur blrtHday...

l had a nlce day...aNd had enJoyed a nlce LuNch....

waKKaaka....

Happy Happy blrtHday suK pel....

打破再多的鏡子，也無法改變容貌~

看不爽別人﹐其實就是看不爽自己~

討厭某人的同時﹐其實也在某種程度上討厭自己~

別人那令你抓狂﹐厭惡﹐憤怒﹐憎恨的特質~

很可能就是那自己所不願意接納﹐兼排斥的內在~

一個自稱不說別人是非的人﹐討厭常說別人是非的人~

這也表現出他很討厭那偶爾說別人是非的自己~

準時的人會討厭遲到的人~

很可能是因為那準時的人有的時候也想可以放放鬆~

但這樣的想法並不被接納﹐因為他不承認甚至討厭那樣的自己~

他把那討厭的感覺投射到其他遲到者身上~

所以才說﹐討厭別人就是討厭自己~

換言之﹐透過別人﹐就能認識真正的自己~

也借著透過別人﹐才能反省自己~

l Have beeN sTaRved...

5500 famlne fighteRs...

pHoebe aNd Su zlN...

moMo aNd me...

l was so huNgry...DreaMlNg oF fOOd...
l caN feeL my stomacH was crYlNg foR fOOd...
ln tHe 30 houR FamlNe CamP...

l hv neveR ReaLlzed tHat a slMplE fOOd caN bE sucH DeLlClOus...
eVeN tHough lt ls JUz a slmpLe BreaD...


在那當下。。。原來幸福不過是一塊麵包。。。