我好像变了~~~~~~~~~~

最近得"赶功"
赶有关爱情模式的功课
还满自然的
就开始在审查自己的爱情观
以及理想中的模式
审查审查着
为什么总觉得自己
在爱情的圈圈里 渐渐变得不单纯
啊~会不会很可怕~~
是好是坏呢~~

曾经
坚信爱情是美丽的
可以是永恒的
人为爱而爱
可以无条件付出

我的爱情观好像是这样的进展：
When I was 13…
Love is simple…
Hiding my love very well…

When I was 14…
Love is still simply a sense of liking...
Pleased to see him, but shy to look at him…

When I was 15…
Love is what has to be let him know…
Started sharing love secret with buddy…

When I was 16…
Love is neither deniable nor cheatable…
Started and soon ended up my first love…

When I was 17…
Love is about searching…
Looking for the true one…

When I was 18…
Love is something has to be waited…
Waiting for the right one…

when i reach 19…
Love is just love…
No longer simple…
Is all about giving and receiving…
Including trusting, sharing, caring, supporting...

可是什么时候
我开始觉得
越美丽的爱情
随之而来的是
越凄美的结局
所谓的永恒
它的有效期
不过是到结束的前一刻
人为爱而爱
还是为爱情而爱?
"大多数人都相同
喜欢的不过是爱情的面孔"
无条件付出
前提是还抱有一分期望
无条件的爱
会不会只是
美丽的神话故事?

啊~
怎么演变成如此的悲咧~~~~
我才二十未满啊~~