tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24466248467925588412011-12-07T09:39:59.172-08:00Yes &amp; WelcomeA_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.comBlogger1341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-78988008314074268122011-11-27T01:16:00.000-08:002011-11-27T01:36:48.230-08:00星期天 也不得安宁 。<div><br /></div><div><div>一份工作 搞得我精疲力竭 值得吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>我没有生活啊~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>总在操心一些在别人眼中所谓的鸡皮碎事</div><div><br /></div><div>是我太执着吗。 </div><div><br /></div><div>难道我不想可以抛开一切 </div><div><br /></div><div>自由地出走 不受任何人事物所支配</div><div><br /></div><div>该不该是时候 停下脚步来 想想 </div><div><br /></div><div>我该不该坚持下去。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>也许我真的可以看开一点</div></div><div><br /></div><div>要比起来 我的确比很多人幸运很多</div><div><br /></div><div>有些人 也许正在抵抗病魔 频临生死边缘</div><div><br /></div><div>有些人 也许身处战场中 分分秒秒都担心受怕</div><div><br /></div><div>有些人 也许自生下来就四肢不全 每天承受着别人的异样眼光</div><div><br /></div><div>这一些 我都没有 </div><div><br /></div><div>我的问题 还真的是不足挂齿！</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7898800831407426812?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-46297000582192275252011-05-17T06:39:00.000-07:002011-05-17T06:54:23.936-07:00只是希望可以出现一个能够陪我吃早餐的人<div><br /></div><div>突然觉得寂寞万分</div><div><br /></div><div>其实满累的　精神方面　</div><div><br /></div><div>可是这样躺着　还是没有办法　入眠～</div><div><br /></div><div>就一直在想　我到底快乐吗</div><div><br /></div><div>我没有一个明确的答案</div><div><br /></div><div>可能是因为　快乐的定义</div><div><br /></div><div>太含糊了</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4629700058219227525?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-29882485975261244642011-05-17T03:37:00.001-07:002011-05-17T03:47:14.923-07:00面对生活　<div><br /></div><div>有时候就是需要那么一点</div><div><br /></div><div>阿Q的精神</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>勇者　不是没有眼泪</div><div><br /></div><div>只是可以含着泪　继续往前跑</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>加油～</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2988248597526124464?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-89436741815461981712011-04-23T04:11:00.000-07:002011-04-23T04:21:41.216-07:00I guess I am in love with my job now. =D Get to be in touch with the human beings, but not just the papers, reports, computers like what I was doing last time with my previous job =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8943674181546198171?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-82842450818449434912011-03-26T02:17:00.000-07:002011-03-26T02:49:53.249-07:00I am typing this post by using computer laptope in the office. And Yesssssss i am still in the office ><>< Okay. Calm down.<br /><br />Bosses as well as most of my colleauges have left office already. Only me and another admin staff still in here waiting for our card get punched at 7.30 o clock! In fact, I feel quite free now. I enjoy doing private things in the office such as blogging HAHA.<br /><br />Oh just a little update of mine, I am currently working as project coordinator with a model agency in Singapore. =) Have been working for one week already. The thing that i like most about this job is the working hour. From 10.30am to 7.30pm. ^^Y That is good cause I dun have to wake up so early in the morning and i dun mind going back home late =D<br /><br />I like the nature of work also. No much paper work ^^Y Currently, I am under a 3 months training. And after that, will have to deal with models and clients. Talking is important. I hope i can cope this well. Practice makes perfert?<br /><br />So normally i will be back at home at 9 something if I go back alone, 10.30pm if i were to go back together with my bf =) I actually prefer going back together. for the companionship. =D<br /><br />Ok. that's all what I can think of to be typed here for this time. bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8284245081844943491?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-40980304241577876652011-03-20T15:04:00.000-07:002011-03-20T15:07:24.287-07:00我也不懂我怎么了.....<div><br /></div><div>难道我一直以来坚持的所有事情</div><div><br /></div><div>都是错的....</div><div><br /></div><div>一次又一次以后</div><div><br /></div><div>我觉得我在你面前</div><div><br /></div><div>好像一个神经病.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4098030424157787665?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-5223242696931819012011-03-16T04:13:00.001-07:002011-03-16T04:21:22.547-07:00快要告别如此空闲的日子<div><br /></div><div>下个星期一开工咯~</div><div><br /></div><div>会是一个全新的开始</div><div><br /></div><div>满满的期待^^</div><div><br /></div><div>今天独自一个人外出</div><div><br /></div><div>去添购了工作的包包 鞋子</div><div><br /></div><div>还有一份神秘的东西 =)</div><div><br /></div><div>开心 =)</div><div><br /></div><div>祝我工作顺利 ^^Y</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-522324269693181901?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-81871148523107814712011-03-12T03:01:00.000-08:002011-03-12T03:34:55.671-08:00近日发生在日本的8级地震 给的感触特别深 <div><br /></div><div>这么一个先进发达的国家 在天灾来临的时候 还是被化成了废墟</div><div><br /></div><div>就如此突然 死的死 伤的伤 ... .... </div><div><br /></div><div>人生无常啊</div><div><br /></div><div>不要说不可能....不可能这些会发生在自己身上的. </div><div><br /></div><div>这些话 是给自己撒的谎 好可以心安</div><div><br /></div><div>可当事情真发生的时候 这会是最大的讽刺.... </div><div><br /></div><div>如此烦恼干什么呢....</div><div><br /></div><div>今天都不知明天事了</div><div><br /></div><div>好好的把今天要做的事情 都完成吧</div><div><br /></div><div>想到要干什么 还真是要趁还来得及以前</div><div><br /></div><div>没有必要犹豫那么多.... </div><div><br /></div><div>有目的地前进 就算最后没有到终点 </div><div><br /></div><div>因为充实 当中的过程肯定还是值得自傲的</div><div><br /></div><div>........</div><div><br /></div><div>希望所有在苦难中的灾民 可以抱着积极的态度</div><div><br /></div><div>度过这个难关 重新站起来 ... </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>看着那些新闻 我觉得自己不应该再埋怨什么</div><div><br /></div><div>不是么</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8187114852310781471?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-10930527040593115892010-12-13T06:04:00.000-08:002010-12-13T06:05:20.944-08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span 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style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">直头Nyiak塞~</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1093052704059311589?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-6323305847459313482010-11-19T05:22:00.000-08:002010-11-19T05:37:45.903-08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 16px; "><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。</p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p>有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。<p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。。。</b><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><b>跟朋友装沉默， 跟陌生人讲心里话</b>。 对于在乎你的，不想让Ta们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。其实 ，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-632330584745931348?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-21062436344105949412010-11-18T06:59:00.000-08:002010-11-18T07:05:53.437-08:00最近, 情感找不到抒发的出口<div><br /></div><div>到哪里都觉得危险....</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;msg&quot;}" style="font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span>"自己的伤痛自己清楚,自己的哀怨自己明白,自己的快乐自己感受"</span></span></h3><div><span class="UIStory_Message"><span><br /></span></span></div><div>觉得如果可以这样的话, 真的很好</div><div><br /></div><div>可是那不会很寂寞吗? </div></span></div><div><br /></div><div>.....</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2106243634410594941?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-24605324643528185282010-09-16T05:32:00.000-07:002010-09-16T06:45:10.501-07:00他说他的理想是理发。<div><br /></div><div>听得出来 那是发自内心的</div><div><br /></div><div>没什么能够动摇他的决定似的。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>听他这样说来</div><div><br /></div><div>我开始质疑世上最棒的工作</div><div><br /></div><div>是不是只要工作少 人工高 离家近</div><div><br /></div><div>就好</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我呢我...</div><div><br /></div><div>其实喜欢做些什么...</div><div><br /></div><div>其实不想回答不知道 或没有...</div><div><br /></div><div>只是会莫名地觉得不好意思让别人知道</div><div><br /></div><div>小时候我喜欢画画... 曾经觉得自己画画很厉害</div><div><br /></div><div>小学时候我喜欢写华语作文 觉得中文字最好抒发感情 </div><div><br /></div><div>中学时候喜欢在课本上涂鸦... 觉得这样消磨时间是最好</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢在火车里面观察别人的一举一动 觉得如果我可以洞悉人心多好</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢偷窥或跟踪的感觉 觉得自己在发掘什么秘密</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢一个人到处流荡 觉得自由自在不受任何约束</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢任何新鲜古怪有趣的产品 觉得发明的那个人很有创意</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢biology 觉得生物很奥妙 其实</div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢帮别人解决一些疑难杂症 </div><div><br /></div><div>我喜欢帮别人找东西 找到就很开心</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>so 其实我适合什么工作。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2460532464352818528?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-64109016769116132062010-08-29T21:49:00.000-07:002010-08-29T22:59:36.542-07:00累 是最能够形容我这三天下来的一个单字<div> <br /></div><div>是不是开始迈入渐渐衰老的年纪了 不会吧</div><div> <br /></div><div>如果不是情非得以 在未来我再也不要接promoter的工作了 ><</div><div> <br /></div><div>尤其是站足12个小时那1 type。</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>话说累是累 其实好玩的地方还是有的</div><div> <br /></div><div>因为帮助某位顾客找到他要得东西而开心</div><div> <br /></div><div>因为某位很帅的顾客跟我微笑说谢谢而窃喜</div><div> <br /></div><div>因为摆在架栏上等卖的产品很畅销所以觉得爽</div><div> <br /></div><div>苦中作乐吧 这叫作 不然很难捱过去 =D</div><div> <br /></div><div>也认识了几个也是在那边做工的人 是另外收获</div><div> <br /></div><div>有个女生叫LiLian 一天之内竟然可以喝下6公升的水 佩服！</div><div> <br /></div><div>有个女生叫Fly 很特别的名字 在我最闷的时候请我吃糖 感谢！</div><div> <br /></div><div>有个女生叫Dreamy 很漂亮 走日本甜美可爱风 杀！</div><div> <br /></div><div>现在终于过去了 脚要断的日子</div><div> <br /></div><div>现在最开心的就是等出粮 虽然不是很大的数目</div><div> <br /></div><div>不过我一定要好好地犒赏自己 心理才得以平衡 ^^Y</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>每份工作都有非亲身体验过方能体会的难处</div><div> <br /></div><div>应该学会去尊重每个人的工作 是真的</div><div> <br /></div><div>你也许不会知道一个小小的promoter是在多累的情况下跟你挤出微笑的</div><div> <br /></div><div>其实回笑一下对当时的他/她来说不仅仅是一种礼貌 还有安慰的作用 XD</div><div> <br /></div><div>我觉得老外都比较懂得这一点。</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>对了 我就要正式踏入上班族的生活了</div><div> <br /></div><div>听过很多人说 等你开始工作后 </div><div> <br /></div><div>就会开始想念读书的日子</div><div> <br /></div><div>那是怎么一回事？</div><div> <br /></div><div>就拭目以待吧。</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6410901676911613206?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-27280501121660924572010-08-28T09:36:00.000-07:002010-08-28T10:14:25.803-07:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7gYinBYrg-w?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7gYinBYrg-w?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><div><br /></div><div>不晓得这是孙燕姿哪张专辑里面的一首歌...</div><div><br /></div><div>GoogleSearch出来然后到youtube下载的...</div><div><br /></div><div>可以给感触的歌最好听了</div><div><br /></div><div>按下喜欢的时候</div><div><br /></div><div>心是刺刺的...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2728050112166092457?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-25265284782569164692010-08-28T09:03:00.000-07:002010-08-28T10:16:48.738-07:00其实 我会难过<div><br /></div><div>你没有必要那样</div><div><br /></div><div>如此公开的暗示</div><div><br /></div><div>应对的选择</div><div><br /></div><div>好像还是沉默</div><div><br /></div><div>还是那句 算了吧</div><div><br /></div><div>自己跟自己说...</div><div><br /></div><div>还不如看部喜剧</div><div><br /></div><div>有些事情就是可笑得可以...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2526528478256916469?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-86859385689231523632010-08-04T08:40:00.000-07:002010-08-04T08:49:07.264-07:00我怎么了 /0\ 我也不知道<div><br /></div><div>只是突然间 悲从中来</div><div><br /></div><div>思绪真的是杂草一样乱</div><div><br /></div><div>心情真的是泥巴一样烂</div><div><br /></div><div>我到底隐藏着什么秘密</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8685938568923152363?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-89895429162982928482010-07-24T03:28:00.000-07:002010-07-27T20:04:02.433-07:00<div>每天起来</div><div><br /></div><div>吃饭上网<div><div><br /></div><div>听歌褒戏</div><div><br /></div><div>逛逛街打打工</div><div><br /></div><div>看电视带小孩</div><div><br /></div><div>这样的生活过了第七天</div></div><div><br /></div><div>开始有点在浪费生命的感觉 </div><div><br /></div><div>心里面越是觉得不舒服</div><div><br /></div><div>来到人生的这一个阶段</div><div><br /></div><div>我也来叫它作过渡期吧 </div><div><br /></div><div>安慰自己说 我在休息</div><div><br /></div><div>安慰自己说 我在筹备</div><div><br /></div><div>安慰自己说 我在计划</div><div><br /></div><div>安慰自己说 我在充电</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我们都习惯了</div><div><br /></div><div>跟着应该的脚步走</div><div><br /></div><div>小学完毕了就应该上中学</div><div><br /></div><div>中学完毕了就应该上大学</div><div><br /></div><div>那么大学完毕了呢?</div><div><br /></div><div>有没有哪个地方 我应该去</div><div><br /></div><div>有没有哪份工作 我应该做</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我是迷了路</div><div><br /></div><div>还是没有目的地</div><div><br /></div><div>就算我有GPS也没有用的</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>修完三年的心理学</div><div><br /></div><div>对于自己能够在这方面</div><div><br /></div><div>跟别人聊个几句</div><div><br /></div><div>感到很是得意</div><div><br /></div><div>可是如果要我继续深造</div><div><br /></div><div>当个心理医生什么的</div><div><br /></div><div>这件事情不是没有向往过</div><div><br /></div><div>只是现阶段真的没有那个心</div><div><br /></div><div>可能只是很想摆脱读书的生活</div><div><br /></div><div>快块脆体验另一种生活方式吧....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>问自己现阶段最想要的是什么</div><div><br /></div><div>其实也比较清楚了</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我要赚钱！</span></div><div><br /></div><div>让自己和家人有更好的生活</div><div><br /></div><div>所谓好的生活</div><div><br /></div><div>按照我的定义</div><div><br /></div><div>就是随心所欲的生活 ^^Y</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>追逐理想的路程才正要开始</div><div><br /></div><div>也许会有被绊倒的时候</div><div><br /></div><div>也许时而沮丧失落难过</div><div><br /></div><div>也许不是一路通畅无阻</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我需要更多的正面能量</div><div><br /></div><div>命令自己继续努力</div><div><br /></div><div>要加油！^^Y</div><div><br /></div><div>　</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8989542916298292848?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-77774690540621757152010-07-20T02:33:00.001-07:002010-07-20T02:34:18.587-07:00我的脸真的很圆　<div><br /></div><div>救命　＞＜</div><div><br /></div><div>完</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7777469054062175715?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-12243505650769821782010-07-08T08:05:00.000-07:002010-07-08T08:44:05.649-07:00<div>我有一点 烦. 恼. </div><div><br /></div><div>隔壁桌那三五人 </div><div><br /></div><div>围起来有说有笑的</div><div><br /></div><div>我有一点 困. 扰.</div><div><br /></div><div>我想买单走人</div><div><br /></div><div>可是我没有三块九</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel so bad.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1224350565076982178?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-42301051840756785012010-07-04T22:21:00.000-07:002010-07-04T22:40:56.230-07:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">我以为日渐巩固的信任</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">原来不经意的一句话</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">就足以将之瓦解？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Tell me I am not that insecure please ><</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> <br /></span></div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4230105184075678501?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-43559495185821800982010-07-04T03:45:00.001-07:002010-07-04T04:40:30.101-07:00每当认真分析到底自己能不能<div><br /></div><div>最后给自己的解答 总是不能</div><div><br /></div><div>觉得连行动都可以省下了</div><div><br /></div><div>迈向成功的最大障碍</div><div><br /></div><div>也不过如此 我个人认为</div><div><br /></div><div>追逐梦想的感觉</div><div><br /></div><div>其实很好</div><div><br /></div><div>敢敢想 敢敢做</div><div><br /></div><div>其实很痛快</div><div><br /></div><div>不关什么事情</div><div><br /></div><div>如果有那么一刻让你那么犹豫</div><div><br /></div><div>代表那件事情值得你去做</div><div><br /></div><div>因为至少有一部分的自己</div><div><br /></div><div>告诉你是可以的</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>抓住直觉出现的那一刻</div><div><br /></div><div>因为它不会出现第二次</div><div><br /></div><div>尤其心动 不如行动</div><div><br /></div><div>因为行动就是力量 </div><div><br /></div><div>共勉之~ =)</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4355949518582180098?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-4329820155364800862010-06-25T23:52:00.000-07:002010-06-26T00:12:37.579-07:00是不是人长大了 <div><br /></div><div>看不过眼的事情</div><div><br /></div><div>也会跟着逐渐变多<div><br /></div><div>他们也是人</div><div><br /></div><div>就这样被对待?</div><div><br /></div><div>叶文说的 </div><div><br /></div><div>人的地位虽然有高低之分</div><div><br /></div><div>人格不应该有贵贱之别啊</div><div><br /></div><div>可是我能做些什么</div><div><br /></div><div>除了当一个旁观者</div><div><br /></div><div>我看到了</div><div><br /></div><div>这里多少人蒙受着心中的不满</div><div><br /></div><div>却又不敢作响</div><div><br /></div><div>大家都知道做法是错的</div><div><br /></div><div>却又选择盲从</div><div><br /></div><div>为什么</div><div><br /></div><div>因为大家都懂得一个规矩</div><div><br /></div><div>就是谁要敢作声</div><div><br /></div><div>谁就先被拔除 隔离 降级</div><div><br /></div><div>多无奈的社会</div><div><br /></div><div>腐败 </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-432982015536480086?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-55938298034003707532010-06-19T21:08:00.000-07:002010-06-19T21:26:22.905-07:00我在想 我有没有跟爸爸说过一句<br /><br />父亲节快乐 没有 好像没有<br /><br />已经是第十年了<br /><br />如果您还看得见<br /><br />其实我们都长大了<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />祝天下的爸爸<br /><br />父亲节快乐<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5593829803400370753?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-22306205034701467912010-06-07T03:20:00.000-07:002010-06-07T03:56:06.941-07:00<div>想换个头发 想着想着</div><div><br /></div>突然开始想念起来<div><br /></div><div>那个留着短发的我</div><div><br /></div><div>从小学到中学</div><div><br /></div><div>再到大学第一年的样子</div><div><br /></div><div>多潇洒 每次洗过发后连梳都不用</div><div><br /></div><div>五分钟内给它自然干 发量本来就不多</div><div><br /></div><div>我还曾经以为我是不可能留长发的</div><div><br /></div><div>因为每次留到肩膀就会忍不住剪掉</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>后来我不是没有原因开始留发的</div><div><br /></div><div>以为 留了长发我就会变快乐一点</div><div><br /></div><div>以为 留了长发我就不是那个短发的我</div><div><br /></div><div>没有去留意 原来已经是那么长了</div><div><br /></div><div>每次回去 有一个朋友总会告诉我</div><div><br /></div><div>他比较喜欢我短发的样子</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>其实我也很想念</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2230620503470146791?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-15639980342449605072010-06-05T04:05:00.000-07:002010-06-05T04:39:37.824-07:00人 总是不安于现状 却又害怕改变<div><br /></div><div>在一个机缘巧合之下 </div><div><br /></div><div>最近我参与了一个团队</div><div><br /></div><div>因为这样 我接触到一班很不同的人</div><div><br /></div><div>这一班年轻人 来自大马不同的地方 不同的背景</div><div><br /></div><div>可是他们对于未来 都怀有类似的梦想</div><div><br /></div><div>是他们那种勇于面对挑战 不放弃 敢作敢为 坚定的信念</div><div><br /></div><div>感动了我 我觉得 我好喜欢这种人</div><div><br /></div><div>也因此 让我对未来</div><div><br /></div><div>也有了不一样的想象....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1563998034244960507?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-35276688098708275762010-05-31T01:26:00.000-07:002010-05-31T01:31:25.950-07:00<div>今天一个朋友跟我说</div><div><br /></div><div>对自己要诚实 且坦白</div><div><br /></div><div>把决定权永远握在手上</div><div><br /></div><div>=）</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3527668809870827576?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-24207409464642885342010-05-27T04:14:00.000-07:002010-05-27T04:34:32.258-07:00It's like an endless end<div><br /></div><div>when thinking about where am I heading to in the future<div><br /></div><div>I've started feeling the sense of urgency of making a choice</div><div><br /></div><div>since i am graduating soon</div><div><br /></div><div>what is next?</div><div><br /></div><div>Go back to hometown for some time? Or not? </div><div><br /></div><div>Straightaway getting a job? what? where?</div><div><br /></div><div>Go travel?</div><div><br /></div><div>I find myself struggled in figuring out what are my priorities in order at the moment</div><div><br /></div><div>opportunity?</div><div><br /></div><div>money?</div><div><br /></div><div>relationship?</div><div><br /></div><div>fun?</div><div><br /></div><div>time with family?</div><div><br /></div><div>Confusing....</div><div><br /></div><div>Yea...choices are opened out there</div><div><br /></div><div>Just that...if I choose this way..I've taken the risk of losing another thing</div><div><br /></div><div>life is always like that</div><div><br /></div><div>contemplating......</div><div><br /></div><div>like some theories say</div><div><br /></div><div>people are anxious when they don't see choices available for them</div><div><br /></div><div>however....they feel as anxious when they are to make a choice</div><div><br /></div><div>so true</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>what am I afraid of?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2420740946464288534?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-52585566057148309312010-05-24T02:27:00.000-07:002010-05-24T03:22:51.386-07:00既然做了决定 就没有必要再烦恼了<div><br /></div><div>因为任何决定 肯定都是经过一番思考的啊 =) </div><div><br /></div><div>要做的 是相信并且尊重自己的决定 =) </div><div><br /></div><div>我不断如此地说服我自己 </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">每当人处于脆弱的时候</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">总自然地想那个谁陪在身边</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">可是会不会</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">一个人时候也可以活地很好</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">才更重要</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">何必把自己的快乐假手于人</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">真的快要毕业了 是期待 亦是彷徨</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">存在着某个使命感 直在身后追</div><div><br /></div><div>那天姐跟我说</div><div><br /></div><div>船到桥头自然直</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5258556605714830931?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-6071105386385549832010-04-23T19:16:00.000-07:002010-04-23T22:14:47.785-07:00那个美丽的泡沫 飘着飘<div><br /></div><div>扑到冰冷的脸上 就破了<div><br /></div><div>泡沫原来是个泡沫 而已</div><div><br /></div><div>我只好一笑置之</div><div><br /></div><div>我只好自圆其说</div><div><br /></div><div>说着一些有的没的</div><div><br /></div><div>就算再生涩僵硬也罢</div><div><br /></div><div>只要没有划破了脸</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>思绪和情绪的绞博赛</div><div><br /></div><div>最后胜出的是无奈</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-607110538638554983?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-60368489549652196502010-04-19T19:00:00.000-07:002010-04-19T19:15:23.758-07:00明天就要defend我的thesis了<div><br /></div><div>有的是一种莫名的紧张 ><"</div><div><br /></div><div>还没有的是我该准备的slides和练习</div><div><br /></div><div>这边完毕了 </div><div><br /></div><div>接着下去的便是期末考 就在隔天</div><div><br /></div><div>有一种读了也好像没有酱的感觉 *惨*</div><div><br /></div><div>我要加油!!~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6036848954965219650?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-10821364140707512772010-04-11T01:00:00.000-07:002010-04-11T09:46:01.935-07:00距离上一次有多久了 这样的空闲<br /><br />无忧无虑地边听歌边上网 <br /><br />好像自己已经开始在放假一样<br /><br />我原来以为这样的无忧无虑是种奢侈<br /><br />可是后来觉得这样的生活<br /><br />严重来讲的话<br /><br />就是好像没有什么人生目标<br /><br />缺了那份为往前而奋斗努力的冲劲<br /><br />反思了一下<br /><br />突然觉得自己有一点可悲<br /><br />想想这三年来<br /><br />一直保持自己很忙的<br /><br />不过就是学校的事情<br /><br />这边写报告 那边要准备presentation<br /><br />等等等等<br /><br />一个学期复一个学期<br /><br />诸是如此<br /><br />没有特别深入地去想过<br /><br />自己到底在忙什么 这样的忙法又是为了什么<br /><br />总而言之 就是不能错过呈交报告的截至日期<br /><br />来到这一步 毕业论文都做完了<br /><br />然后呢?<br /><br />我答不上来<br /><br />好像才惊觉自己已该是时候为将来好好打量<br /><br />意识到人生中的某个阶段已渐渐地来到尽头<br /><br />迷茫的感觉 还是有的<br /><br />选择 考量 决定 试探 <br /><br />我该往的下一站<br /><br />是几点钟的方向?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1082136414070751277?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-87012734455443522572010-04-02T08:26:00.000-07:002010-04-02T08:53:07.533-07:00在这个三月里<br /><br />都是你 伴着我在左右<br /><br />填补着我 每刻的空闲<br /><br />每个早上醒来<br /><br />第一个想到的 是你<br /><br />每个难眠的晚上<br /><br />心里面挂念的还是你<br /><br />现在突然说 <br /><br />两天之后就再也不用见到你<br /><br />不敢相信我竟然有点舍不得<br /><br />没有了你以后<br /><br />我应该会有一点寂寞吧<br /><br />可是我猜占多数的还是<br /><br />爽和开心!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />永别了我的THESIS先生!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8701273445544352257?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-10511417618096231772010-03-21T07:14:00.000-07:002010-03-21T07:47:46.896-07:00今天早上一个朋友问我<br /><br />做么近来都没有上线<br /><br />其实指的不过就是这两天<br /><br />老实说也没有忙到如此一个地步<br /><br />就只纯粹地觉得<br /><br />不想受到网络资讯的影响<br /><br />然后无端端把自己搞得心神不宁<br /><br />况且现在可是非常时期<br /><br />距离呈交报告的那天就两个礼拜<br /><br />难免的 每次这种时候<br /><br />大家都喜欢在线上报告自己的进度<br /><br />有的报喜 则有的报忧<br /><br />不得不承认<br /><br />我就是那种容易受到干扰<br /><br />或许说是情绪影响的人<br /><br />别人都已经开始这样这样<br /><br />我是不是也应该这样这样<br /><br />噢 我想通了 终于<br /><br />我只想跟着自己的步伐走<br /><br />连Supervisor也没有见<br /><br />只要是我觉得对的 就给它做下去<br /><br />为个什么要依着别人的标准来做<br /><br />跟着自己的步伐走 其实轻松多了<br /><br />看着越来越近的终点 我感到一丝快乐<br /><br />甚至觉得这一路其实不难走<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1051141761809623177?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-42176093015280939222010-03-14T21:07:00.000-07:002010-03-14T21:46:47.135-07:00当生活的压力一层层地盖上来<br /><br />我以为那是个可以暂时躲藏起来的地方<br /><br />那夜都深了 哪有什么可以耗的体力<br /><br />往自己的脸上 再盖上一层的面具<br /><br />我可以强颜欢笑 可是会很假<br /><br />我可以敷衍回答 可是也样假<br /><br />虽然说 醉翁之意不在酒<br /><br />可也不代表我的感受就非得成为牺牲品<br /><br />任由践踏 <br /><br />这种人 我会把你化作一只很小很小的蚂蚁<br /><br />从高角度俯视看你逃不出我的手掌心<br /><br />显得有多愚昧<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />伤害是自己给的 <br /><br />领悟了这个道理<br /><br />瞬间就可以变得极度不屑<br /><br />因为降低伤害最直接的方式<br /><br />就是告诉你自己 我一点也不屑<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />我只用90巴仙的时间待人友善<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4217609301528093922?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-88265976655732928702010-03-11T08:31:00.000-08:002010-03-11T09:04:39.742-08:00好累啊 好累啊<br /><br />还好可以在这里偷懒一下<br /><br />休息是为了走更长远的路嘛<br /><br />管它是个借口还是什么<br /><br />累啊 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊<br /><br />生活还是得继续<br /><br />Assignment 还是 Assignment<br /><br />Thesis 还是得做<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />今天手机失灵所以只好把旧的换回来用<br /><br />打开信息箱 来源尽是那个熟悉的号码<br /><br />噢 都还在 是那些五月的天<br /><br />封封信息一一被打开 重新读过了一遍<br /><br />零零碎碎的记忆慢慢地被凑了起来<br /><br />好像不过就是不久前<br /><br />那时候觉得很是平淡的信息<br /><br />怎么现在看在眼里 另有一番味道<br /><br />也许那时候 都觉得理所当然吧<br /><br />真不该<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />生活还是得继续 回来吧<br /><br />应该做的都先给它做好好<br /><br />加油加油<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8826597665573292870?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-10432934390856153952010-03-05T07:38:00.000-08:002010-03-05T08:06:14.444-08:00如果说 任何事情的发生都有一个理由<br /><br />那么拥抱时刻 我的眼泪为什么流下来<br /><br />是不是潜意识在作祟 这场景似曾相识<br /><br />好像在提醒我 某些我不想认同的意义<br /><br />不想认同 可是它们还是发挥了影响力<br /><br />不安的眼泪 便是附随品<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />好一首 很久很久以前<br /><br />Terence的强力推荐<br /><br />我在听 =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1043293439085615395?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-2073093017164928512010-03-03T18:58:00.000-08:002010-03-03T19:24:26.605-08:00最近我发现我的桌面<br /><br />越来越乱 东西都可以乱摆<br /><br />衣橱也是一样<br /><br />奇怪 我竟然可以忍受这样<br /><br />还活得很自在<br /><br />这样的转变是反映着些什么吗<br /><br />也不能说 我不在乎了<br /><br />只是 也许有些事情 <br /><br />还是挣开一只眼来看就好<br /><br />为了什么 非得跟自己过不去不是吗<br /><br /><br /><br />这一刻 我快乐吧?<br />可是为什么 还是孤单<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-207309301716492851?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-44892684199077039142010-02-27T21:24:00.000-08:002010-02-27T21:26:05.116-08:00我好忙<br /><br />我好盲<br /><br />我好莽<br /><br />我好茫<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4489268419907703914?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-72883458021452951052010-02-25T19:14:00.000-08:002010-02-25T23:37:34.471-08:00午餐时间 一贯地与三五好友到了UOA<br /><br />除了填饱肚子 还聊聊天 <br /><br />记得那天的话题好严肃阿<br /><br />没有说出来谁会知道<br /><br />说了出来还真的惊讶 <br /><br />两个同学一致认为<br /><br />我需要见心理辅导 <br /><br />啊 有酱悲咩 ><<br /><br /><br />其实我们聊的 不过就是<br /><br />Object Relation Theory<br /><br />加上一些past experiences<br /><br />我喜欢Adler的说法<br /><br />我们就是过去 现在和未来的成品<br /><br />过去发生过什么 其实不是重点<br /><br />关键在于我们怎么去看待<br /><br />或许每个人的心里面<br /><br />在某个角落处 <br /><br />多多少少都会有些深刻的记忆 <br /><br />即使已经不再提起<br /><br />可是我们还是从中学会些什么<br /><br />这些学习 无谓是想保卫自己 出发点是好的<br /><br />觉得没有错 所以我们总自以为聪明地<br /><br />把这一套学习套用在每一件事情上面<br /><br />没有想过 或许我们已经不再需要那套方式<br /><br />没有想过 或许那套方式根本已经不再适用<br /><br />现在眼前的 是全新的一件事情<br /><br />全新的一个人物<br /><br />和全新的自己<br /><br />我比较喜欢选择相信<br /><br />我们都有能力去选择<br /><br />自己要过的生活<br /><br />而不是让过去操纵着<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7288345802145295105?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-37309612836330864772010-02-21T01:20:00.000-08:002010-02-21T18:17:35.067-08:00空白白的 白的天又浑沌变黑 <br />我算是谁 醒了还在原地 <br />白白的 灵魂的诗会很容易碎 <br />落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪 <br />哦 生怕把一切都砸个粉碎 <br />只有你才能给我一次欣慰 <br />你是无形的伤口 <br />你拼吧你咬一口 <br />再多的爱也不够 <br />都不够 不够 <br />擦完没 伤口 <br /><br />空白白的 白天又浑沌变黑 <br />怕遇到谁 难言的安慰 <br />哦白白的 赤裸的心会很容易碎 <br />落入眼里 想哭却没有眼泪 <br />哦 生怕自己也砸个粉碎 <br />到最尾谁会给我一次欣慰 <br />你是无形的伤口 <br />你拼吧你咬一口 <br />再多的爱也不够 <br />都不够 不够 <br />擦完没 伤口 <br />都不够 却还有 <br />都不够 却还有<br /><br />空白白的 我的心会一碰就碎 <br />只有你才能给我一次欣慰 <br /><br />你是无形的伤口 <br />你拼吧你咬一口 <br />再多的爱也不够 <br />都不够 不够 <br />擦完没 伤口 <br /><br />你是无形的伤口 <br />你拼吧你咬一口 <br />再多的爱也不够 <br />都不够 不够 <br />擦完没 伤口 <br /><br />白白的-张韶涵<br /><br />好听<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3730961283633086477?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-26065182367436323062010-02-08T02:27:00.000-08:002010-02-08T03:15:25.762-08:00Today I hidden myself in the toilet and cried for more than half an hour<br /><br />almost fainted because the smell in the toilet was not nice<br /><br />seriously for the 1st time, I felt that life's been so tough for me<br /><br />everything goes against me and I couldn't understand why (why!)<br /><br />so wanted to give up, so wanted to keep myself away from all these miseries<br /><br />I had so many "what if"s in my head and they are distracting and annoying!<br /><br />I am worried I am upset<br /><br />Thesis is already a major headache for me<br /><br />ERB is another one! Couldn't she just sign on it? yes she couldn't ><<br /><br />But, you made me believe you would. ARG I should not have expected that way ><<br /><br />I doubt, I really doubt about myself<br /><br />I doubt if I have the strength to go through all these<br /><br />At the moment this belief of mine <br /><br />"no matter what life is gonna turn out to be <br /><br />I would be able to take it"<br /><br />is being severely challenged <br /><br />Someone please, come and tell me that I can<br /><br /><br /><br />Life is gonna to be tough<br /><br />Yea life is gonna to be tough<br /><br />still there is one thing I feel really glad about at this moment<br /><br />which is surprisingly having you in my life<br /><br />you made me starting to see something that I've been wishing to see<br /><br />now I know I can make mistakes <br /><br />so what?! If I got frustrated <br /><br />you never failed to make me laughing from the bottom of my heart<br /><br />as you always do<br /><br />Thank you very much<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2606518236743632306?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-39523358471440195512010-02-07T06:21:00.000-08:002010-02-07T06:31:37.883-08:00突然觉得很压力<br /><br />想哭是哇 ><<br /><br />农历新年快来啊<br /><br />快来啊<br /><br />我要回家 T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3952335847144019551?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-59343390042490106722010-01-31T21:26:00.000-08:002010-01-31T21:41:52.214-08:00"别担心 只要你愿意放开胸怀<br /> 世界会给你安排接下来的一切"<br /><br />好喜欢这个信仰<br /><br />好喜欢这冥冥中的感觉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5934339004249010672?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-42918040124118238132010-01-26T18:37:00.000-08:002010-01-26T18:58:57.897-08:00最近有一个作业叫做know yourself<br /><br />就是要我们把最深处的自己给挖出来 <br /><br />再赤裸裸地曝光在大家眼前<br /><br />这需要的是不一般的勇气啊<br /><br />都同班第三年了<br /><br />认识很深的真的不多<br /><br />是大家都把自己保护得太好<br /><br />还是多数人都有忙不完的事情<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />那两分钟 会是什么样的心情<br /><br />那并不是看谁比较诚实的游戏<br /><br />该说些什么 来代表我自己<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4291804012411823813?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-42565212968719002452010-01-25T01:33:00.000-08:002010-01-25T01:46:29.674-08:00一 二 三 四 五 六 七<br /><br />我的真心在哪里 在哪里<br /><br />不见liao 不见liao<br /><br />我的真心不见liao<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4256521296871900245?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-91989693287199939892010-01-19T07:37:00.000-08:002010-01-19T19:43:44.206-08:00有些事情很微妙<br /><br />悄悄地起了变化<br /><br />让人摸不着脑袋<br /><br />哪里是起发点<br /><br />我尝试从中去领悟一些什么<br /><br />是时间吗 还是新的体验<br /><br />主宰着这一场淘汰赛<br /><br />如果那都不过是附带情绪的记忆<br /><br /><br />类似事件发生两次 <br /><br />感觉却是如此不同<br /><br />同样的人再次出现<br /><br />我从仰慕到没有什么特别的感觉<br /><br />这过程我遗漏了哪一项环节<br /><br /><br />当时我说我忘了 我比谁都还记得<br /><br />挥之不散之际终于我选择了回避<br /><br />才明白那不完全是懦弱<br /><br /><br />问候可以是不经意的伤害 <br /><br />不要问自己 忘记了没有 <br /><br />那仅仅是在提醒自己<br /><br />应该忘记什么和什么<br /><br /><br />起发点取决于我不再问的那一天<br /><br />新记忆才得以一层一层地盖上来<br /><br />事隔良久 我来到了这一刻 发现<br /><br />我还是没有忘记 而是遗忘了<br /><br /><br />In conclusion,<br />1) Perception changes over time<br />2) Repeated rehearsal enhances memory<br />3) Memory does decay over time<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-9198969328719993989?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-69090102736375125292010-01-17T04:38:00.000-08:002010-01-17T05:07:58.547-08:00接下来的我一定要好好地读书<br /><br />将我的精神都投资都课业上<br /><br />毕竟在这个现实的世界里 <br /><br />成绩不能说是不重要<br /><br />什么也别再去想了 <br /><br />努力加油 就最后的六个科目<br /><br /><br />都临毕业了 以后的路要怎么走<br /><br />这个问题显得越来越重要啊<br /><br />还是没有明确的方向 怎么办<br /><br />烦恼<br /><br />我要的 到底是什么<br /><br /><br />尊重别人 尊重自己<br /><br />是做人最基本的礼貌<br /><br />学会向别人说不 <br /><br />就是懂得向自己说是<br /><br />当我说不要 就是我不要<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6909010273637512529?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-38329307555627512422010-01-14T05:09:00.001-08:002010-01-14T05:12:46.544-08:00=( <br /><br />No face to see you<br /><br />see you tomorrow at 11.15am anyway<br /><br />should adopt a puppy as what Farah always encourages us to do <br /><br />I need a puppy =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3832930755562751242?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-24485998405593316252010-01-12T16:43:00.000-08:002010-01-12T17:40:45.847-08:00记得有好一阵子 照镜子和自拍好像是我常做的事情<br /><br />单单对峙着镜面看上一两个小时也不足为奇<br /><br />自恋 可能旁人会解释说<br /><br />要从心理学的角度上来看<br /><br />那可是一种想要提升Self Awareness的反射动作<br /><br />而且 那时候的我迫切需要 就失恋嘛 让我面目全非个什么样 <br /><br />透过反回来的光 讶异的是看见一张陌生的脸<br /><br />记得那份感觉还不是简单的恐怖<br /><br />十九年下来 怎么会忘了应该好好地看看自己 一次<br /><br />看着看着 才在这张脸上找回了熟悉感 也认清楚了 那是我<br /><br />我不想改变 这个样子 也不要有人改变 我这个样子 我是我 <br /><br />也许 每个人都应该尝试失恋 要惨痛那个 至少一次 =P<br /><br />P/s: 记得照照镜子<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2448599840559331625?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-62463833116700661102010-01-12T05:56:00.000-08:002010-01-12T07:21:35.394-08:00我也好想念B&P阿婆阿公的故事呢<br /><br />我和banana好像很有缘呢<br /><br />今天那位帅哥也叫banana<br /><br />banana也叫banana<br /><br />24岁也叫banana<br /><br />就是嘛 喜欢猜来猜去 然后闷<br /><br />幻想的功力越来越高超呢<br /><br />好精彩的独角戏 同时演活了你我她<br /><br />自编的对白在自圆其说<br /><br />佩服啊 我自己<br /><br />有的人在告白 有的人在心酸<br /><br />不是说好了 现在干什么<br /><br />哪里可以问 不是很奇怪<br /><br />左看看 右看看 不要盯着看<br /><br />顾虑太多是多余 真的不必要<br /><br />我是X 你是Y 怎么会一样<br /><br />才不奇怪<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6246383311670066110?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-92168832262418462302010-01-11T05:29:00.000-08:002010-01-11T06:55:23.447-08:00*** 学习提得起,放得下,可以扩大自己的胸襟<br /><br />能够看得远,行得正,可以提升自己的人生 ***<br /><br /> <br /><br />**** 一个人的心量有多大 事业就有多大<br /><br />一个人的心能容多少 成就就有多少 ****<br /><br /><br /> --- 佛光菜根谭 ---<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-9216883226241846230?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-67785503592575412452010-01-06T02:40:00.000-08:002010-01-06T03:48:07.501-08:00最近大部分的时间都待在家当保姆 <br /><br />做妈妈的真的不简单 一点都不假<br /><br />尤其当眼看着那还未懂事的宝宝号啕大哭 <br /><br />而自己却一点办法也没有的时候 我真的很想陪他一起哭 >.<<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />托 网际网络的发达 <br /><br />看到了 一些字句<br /><br />我有一点在意<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6778550359257541245?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-73379608508740983572009-12-22T23:45:00.000-08:002009-12-23T00:24:18.708-08:00时间好快 距离新一年的开始就只有七八天来着<br /><br />也是时候该好好反思 这一年我过得怎么样了<br /><br />过得怎么样了 过得还不错 什么不错了 说不上来 =.=<br /><br />或许就是比较忙 比较有活着的感觉 =x<br /><br /><br /><br />虽然还没正式结束 我急着为2009年标上快乐的记号<br /><br />回忆那些零零碎碎的画面然后微笑 可是我的消遣 =) <br /><br /><br />明天开始的旅程 将为这一年画上完美的句号<br /><br />同母亲大人八天七夜的台湾之旅 期待 Y^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7337960850874098357?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-30276624953048713662009-12-20T01:22:00.000-08:002009-12-20T02:44:04.824-08:00其实假期早就开始了有三两天<br /><br />那天最后一张纸才完毕 我和朋友转头就上了云顶<br /><br />四人行 心情是雀跃的 好像解脱了什么<br /><br />第一次 上去却没有到户外游乐园叫破喉咙<br /><br />21岁嘛 是该告别游乐园的年纪?<br /><br />取而代之的是成人娱乐场所 哈哈<br /><br />赌场 是带着好奇的心态进去的 第一次嘛<br /><br />可震撼的程度和想象中的多少有点出入<br /><br />沉浸于当中的人 赌的是筹码 还是希望<br /><br />而Cloud9 是被里面澎湃的音乐吸进去的<br /><br />十八岁以下禁止进入 显然的我是来迟了<br /><br />不错的地方 心情当下整个升起来<br /><br />一边玩扑克牌 一边小品几口 一边听音乐<br /><br />喜欢看live band的表演 因为真实 还有震撼<br /><br />每当表演者演唱结束时 我都是由衷地在为他们拍手<br /><br />真的是太棒了 他们的歌声 还有在舞台上展现的自信<br /><br />亦觉得分外的感动 他们就是传说中在音乐路上默默地建筑梦想<br /><br />然后即使再小的表演机会也不会放过的人物吗?<br /><br />会不会我小小的掌声鼓励 给予他们的是再继续的动力?<br /><br />_____________________________________________________________<br /><br /><br />明天要回老家咯 开心到~ <br /><br />好像人随着年纪的增长 家人就变得越是重要<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3027662495304871366?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-80789210779783593202009-12-14T07:03:00.000-08:002009-12-14T07:53:27.359-08:00是我的错 真的是我的错<br /><br />就算我说一百个对不起<br /><br />你也不会原谅我的 对不?<br /><br />我好痛苦 真的好痛苦<br /><br />你说的对 我每次都一样<br /><br />到真痛了我才发现我错了<br /><br />对于你的需求 我视而不见<br /><br />对于你的呐喊 我听而不闻<br /><br />这一而再 再而三的循环伤害<br /><br />任谁也忍不下去的 何况是可怜的你<br /><br />终于 我错过了作出弥补的黄金时段<br /><br />爆发了这一场一发不可收拾的胃痛痛痛痛痛<br /><br />啊 我不会敢再亏待你的 Dear MR Stomach<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8078921077978359320?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-82251462349913965002009-12-12T20:40:00.000-08:002009-12-12T21:21:16.478-08:00坏了坏了 都坏了<br /><br />在PC FAIR买不到一天的SPEAKER坏了<br /><br />昨天还想来个整修 结果起开了小螺丝(S)之后<br /><br />发现里面有一块纸胶纸很勉强地粘住曾经松脱过的零件<br /><br />可能这颗SPEAKER本来就发生过故障吧 ==<br /><br />好像这样就满足了我一探究竟的好奇心<br /><br />想说就算了吧 后来要把小螺丝(s)在铨回去的时候发现我办不到 ==<br /><br />结果现在它就是分成了两半 >< <br /><br />我想我不适合从事解剖的工作 =X <br /><br />我的TOUCH PAD好像也是坏了 没有反应的<br /><br />瘫痪在旁的MOUSE终于被迫上场充阵啦<br /><br />不惯用老鼠 手指还是超不协调的 T.T<br /><br /><br />明天要考试了呀我 很懒惰啊我||||||<br />越是接近毕业 越是懒惰<br />怎么搞的 ><<br /><br />尤其是这个学期<br />THESIS 完成了之后<br />其余的都成了余兴节目一般<br />去上课变成了打发时间的节目/和同学聊天的空间<br />考试变成了很不想去理会的事情 =x<br />MOTIVATION IS BADLY NEEDED HERE<br /><br />放假啦 快点放假啦 YEAHSSS<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8225146234991396500?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-52790289045452224352009-12-11T00:30:00.000-08:002009-12-11T01:16:23.219-08:00我实在是有够depressed ::::::低.落:::::::<br /><br />刚刚的考试 我应该是在低空飞过吧 ><"<br /><br />为什么生活就是有那么多 "一定要酱酱酱才能酱酱酱" 的事情<br /><br />我真的不是那种很能又很爱遵守规矩的人<br /><br />这样的个性怎样反映在我的生活里面咧?<br /><br />可以拿来举例的就是让我痛苦了进入第三年的 Reference,Citation work & APA format咯!!<br /><br />干嘛就是一定要酱酱酱 我的意见就是我的意见为何就非得要Cite你的名字(没有特别指谁 就是past researcher)<br /><br />现在多一个ERB来烦 不懂做么一个ERB可以弄到我酱烦<br /><br />没有通过我就不能开始跑我的Research 既而面临延毕的可能(啊 想很远)<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />我喜欢黑咖啡<br /><br />没有很苦的话我不需要加糖<br /><br />从来不怀疑其提升正面情绪的作用<br /><br />我现在就很需要你 黑咖啡<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5279028904545222435?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-13352986255281813522009-12-07T14:12:00.000-08:002009-12-07T15:29:55.753-08:00厉害 你的行为完全在我能理解的范围之外<br /><br />失眠的夜里 我反复地在思考<br /><br />结果我还是想不出来 <br /><br />你把一颗沸腾过的鸡蛋放进鸟笼里的点在哪里<br /><br />拜托拜托拜托<br /><br />我只欠没有破口大骂你无聊透顶<br /><br />看你还很得意地向我介绍你的所作所为的样子<br /><br />我只感到五雷轰顶 乌鸦掠过 冷汗直冒<br /><br />我无法接受眼前这样的一个画面<br /><br />能想象吗 <br /><br />一颗煮熟的鸡蛋和一只可怜的鸟同时间被困在一个笼子里<br /><br />还是一颗经过长时间熬煮成褐色兼剥了外壳的茶叶蛋！！<br /><br />这合起来根本就成了很不协调的一个画面!!<br /><br />我望了一眼那只笼中鸟<br /><br />对于那颗鸡蛋她显得根本无动于衷<br /><br />你究竟期望她能对那颗熟蛋做出什么来<br /><br />你不会是想看那只笼中鸟吃熟鸡蛋吧<br /><br />你不会是期望那只笼中鸟能把那颗熟蛋孵出个什么来吧<br /><br />还是你觉得笼中鸟太寂寞所以需要一颗熟蛋作伴<br /><br />ARGGGGGGGGGG<br /><br />完全都不合逻辑的<br /><br />排除了你是疯子的可能性<br /><br />我为你找不到其他任何的解释<br /><br />抱着满怀的疑惑我终于还是问了你 为什么<br /><br />你说因为茶叶蛋放在冰橱很久了<br /><br />你的回答 无疑地让我心中的问号无减反增<br /><br />我狠狠地在心里面咒骂了自己一下<br /><br />我不该问你的 这根本贬低了我的智商嘛<br /><br />ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG<br /><br />为什么!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />我很过分吗?对于别人我就只有一个很基本的需求<br /><br />那就是无论什么行为都必须附带一个合理的解释<br /><br />对于没有达到这一点的人 对我而言就是太危险了<br /><br />谁会猜到你下一步会又做出什么令人结舌的事情来<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1335298625528181352?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-77552058301827808602009-12-06T04:05:00.000-08:002009-12-06T05:10:40.550-08:00那一天晚上<br /><br />兴致勃勃地赴约去唱k<br /><br />后来才知道原来是我朋友的告别会<br /><br />庆祝他在该公司的最后一天 ==<br /><br />吓倒 现场就只有我不是该公司的职员<br /><br />开始是有点格格不入的咯<br /><br />不过还好邀我去的那位朋友也很识趣<br /><br />处处“照应”着我 <br /><br />方才不至于显得我很难为情啦 （谢啦~）<br /><br />一个包厢里面有八九个人<br /><br />有的比我年纪还轻 <br /><br />有的年纪相当<br /><br />一位则是他们的经理<br /><br />大家都似乎玩得很开<br /><br />烟的烟 酒的酒 唱的唱<br /><br />身在迷蒙的烟雾当中<br /><br />其实很难看得出来 <br /><br />究竟谁在背地里失落着 <br /><br />或许看你唱得很是滋味的那首歌<br /><br />背后蕴藏着一段掏心的故事<br /><br />借着酒精的熏陶<br /><br />其实男男女女分不太出来<br /><br />我在心里问<br /><br />这是成人世界的写照吗<br /><br />多久的未来我也会习惯这样的生活<br /><br />窃窃地嗅了一下身上尼古丁和酒精的味道 <br /><br />提醒了自己 自由的空气 是多么地珍贵<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />好好地在吃饭<br /><br />突然闪过你聚精会神地在穿线 <br /><br />正要补救那脱线的枕 的那一幕<br /><br />就如此贸然 我湿了眼眶<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7755205830182780860?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-41241957090703089582009-12-02T07:17:00.000-08:002009-12-02T08:02:02.272-08:00我反复无常的心情<br /><br />不要闹了 可以吗<br /><br />这一秒才暗自庆幸我身心多自由<br /><br />下一秒就为了此刻多无聊而哭泣<br /><br />像有一点患有BIPOLAR DISORDER的感觉 =x<br /><br />ARG GGGG<br /><br />可见我现在多没劲儿<br /><br />什么ERB 我根本不想理<br /><br />对于人呢 我的兴趣变得薄薄的<br /><br />亏我修的还是心理学 =x<br /><br />想聊天的时候<br /><br />我不懂应该要点谁<br /><br />要是点了 开场白呢<br /><br />我现在处于的 也许是一种叫做封闭的状态<br /><br />就让我这样 就让我这样<br /><br />一些些时间<br /><br />毕竟我需要的个人空间是有点点大<br /><br />不要过问太多<br /><br />我也不懂这篇文字想要表达什么<br /><br />尽管如此<br /><br />再见到大家的时候<br /><br />我还是希望自己笑嘻嘻的<br /><br />朋友<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4124195709070308958?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-50899445733144260662009-11-28T07:26:00.000-08:002009-12-01T01:36:46.485-08:00要/想要养成的习惯：<br /><br /> 1. 早睡早起 （before 12am =x）<br /> 2. 每星期一次的面膜<br /> 3. 洗澡后擦Lotion<br /> 4. 吃水果<br /> 5. 照顾手指/手指皮<br /> 6. GYM? <br /> 7. 听英文歌<br /> 8. 一个人逛街<br /> 9. 读多点书<br />10. 不浪费时间<br /><br /> 在我觉得不需要人陪的同时<br /> 我感受到寂寞<br /> 我该怎么驱散 这份感觉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5089944573314426066?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-40309730697611794632009-11-26T08:08:00.000-08:002009-11-27T01:51:36.094-08:00终于 终于~~~ <br /><br />THESIS交上去了 ^o^<br /><br />难抑心中莫名的狂喜<br /><br />刚刚很自然地掏出手机<br /><br />想着要向他炫耀此等兴奋<br /><br />基于一种习惯吧 我猜<br /><br />只是来得及停住了<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />没有了 THESIS<br /><br />好是好在 终于不用再烦了<br /><br />也是时候来个重新调整了吧<br /><br />我的生活中心<br /><br />我的心情<br /><br />好无聊咧 这样多出来的时间<br /><br /><br />突然觉得好安静<br /><br />有一点不太习惯<br /><br />这样的夜晚 <br /><br />情感总显得特别脆弱<br /><br />好放肆的思念<br /><br />Perhaps I've made a premature decision<br /><br />I have cognitive dissonance in my head now<br /><br />是一个遗憾<br /><br />好可惜呢<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />晚安<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4030973069761179463?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-69203502678732164272009-11-24T08:18:00.000-08:002009-11-24T16:59:01.010-08:00将爱情活埋<br /><br />狠狠的一次<br /><br />是爱情放弃了我们<br /><br />还是我们放弃了爱情<br /><br />我想后者的可能性比较大<br /><br />也许吧<br /><br />我们都觉得累了<br /><br />我们都尝试过的<br /><br />也许吧<br /><br />最爱的人是自己<br /><br />所以不甘 所以放手<br /><br />我犹豫不决的那一刻<br /><br />谢谢你<br /><br />谢谢你给的肯定<br /><br />要记得<br /><br />我们还是朋友啊 =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6920350267873216427?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-6099026403218244502009-11-22T06:29:00.000-08:002009-11-22T20:20:25.876-08:00鼻头酸酸的感觉<br /><br />不懂还可以说些什么<br /><br />或者 我该不该再说些什么<br /><br />怎么感觉 都不在乎了<br /><br />我的心都冷了<br /><br />原来当一个人绝望到底<br /><br />就会不顾一切<br /><br />真的算了<br /><br />该把重心放在Thesis上<br /><br />再三天就要交上去了<br /><br />来个完美的最后冲刺<br /><br />耶耶~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-609902640321824450?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-63583968185670214452009-11-12T19:49:00.000-08:002009-11-12T20:14:45.245-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">天气开始转凉了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">连续好几个傍晚</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">外面都下着大雨</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">心情 也跟着受到影响</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">低低的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">一方面 是因为Thesis的关系</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">突然说 截至日期延迟多一个礼拜</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">不懂应该开心还是什么</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我只想早一点脱离</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">然后呢</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我没有头绪</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">应该怎样修改</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">在 Dr. Hera 的质问当下</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我开始迷失</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Thesis Research 是我的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">为什么 我的生活中心</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">非得围绕着 “怎样达到她的要求”</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">就因为Thesis这个字眼</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> 形成了无形的压力</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">到头来</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">那不过是一份报告 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">那不过是其中一科 subject</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">谁说的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Thesis 比其他什么都重要</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">谁说的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Thesis 的成绩不能烂</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">就算烂又怎样</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我又不是靠 Thesis 吃饭</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6358396818567021445?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-40791638048590308412009-11-07T08:28:00.000-08:002009-11-07T08:29:37.469-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我要的快乐</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">都是小小的</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4079163804859030841?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-85802772416844608002009-11-05T19:48:00.000-08:002009-11-05T20:22:42.536-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">自那天翻阅过那本书</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我就一直好奇到现在</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">宇宙有几大</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我有几渺小</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">谁来告诉我</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">看不到的月球背面</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">是不是真的有外星人</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">月球是外星人的基地？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">为什么人类自第一次登上月球过后</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">就再也没有其他人上过去了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">背后是不是有什么内幕一直被隐瞒？<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">其实早就发现了什么然后偷偷展开地下式的研究？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">我们所知道的月球</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">没有空气 没有水分 没有生命迹象</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">是不是都是真的</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8580277241684460800?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-43667553366310905182009-11-04T05:48:00.000-08:002009-11-04T05:49:53.073-08:00不爽下咯~!! >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4366755336631090518?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-56121109432603250042009-10-31T19:08:00.000-07:002009-10-31T20:14:24.667-07:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">其实我可以有很多事情庆祝的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">1. 我的Thesis Supervisor是Dr. Hera不是Puan. Fa**mah</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">2. 我Thesis的进展还算是在我的控制范围里面</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">3. 我又写blog了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">4. 我每天很早起身 8am ++ 健康咯</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">5. 这个学期上课时间只有两天</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">6. 我有一点收入 XD</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">7. 正在推广健康 _Move Your Body Everybody</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">8. 很喜欢我Design的海报</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">9. Mid term的成绩还算可以</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">10. 这一份钟我很平静</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5612110943260325004?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-63849491651124723182009-10-31T18:27:00.000-07:002009-10-31T19:27:34.866-07:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >很无奈</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >每天面对这样的 Daily Hassel</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >知道天天捂住耳朵才能睡着的痛苦吗？</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >不幸的是</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我偏偏就是那种十分容易受声音干扰的人</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >没有多少人会明白</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我的感受</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >除非换作是你住在这里</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >一直在提醒自己</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >不要怨天尤人</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >很不喜欢那样的自己</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >才发现最近的话题都是烦恼</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >Thesis</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >Assignment</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >还有她</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我真的很啰嗦</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >所以 够了</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我可以自己解决的 不是吗</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我不是本来就习惯把烦恼收起来?</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >渐渐的依赖 我以为交出来一些会是无伤大雅</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >一心地只想你了解我的处境</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >再怎么困难 至少我知道有一个人会了解</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >就够了</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >但是 越过界了</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >不好吧 把烦恼加筑到别人身上</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >从这一分钟开始</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >我不会再提</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >烦恼之类的话题</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >把那久违的自足常乐找回来</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" >yeah yeah</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" > </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6384949165112472318?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-55640352790404506932009-03-09T08:20:00.000-07:002009-11-12T20:16:41.585-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">今天 9 March....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">我要纪念这一天</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">买了一个新的CD HOLDER</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">以及一张新的棉被子</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">看了一部新上映的电影 ...7 pounds...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">搭上了那只左手 ^^</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5564035279040450693?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-64092613982486458282009-03-06T18:34:00.000-08:002009-11-02T06:14:57.057-08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">这个学期</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">可以说是这两年以来 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">感觉比较轻松的</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">空出来的时间多了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">自然就会找一些事情来烦</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">最近有点乱 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">那好不容易找回来的平衡</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">慢慢失去了中心</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">不过也好 哈哈哈</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">感情这一块 好像忽略了太久</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">怎麽样的心情 怎么样的情绪</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">还以为我再也不懂得了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">原来贴心问候的力量</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">真的很厉害</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">虽然彼此都有一点不安 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">挣扎了很久 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">我决定给自己</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">一个理清楚的机会</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">今天的约会</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">会是一个开始</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">还是一场尴尬 </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">yoh... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">祝福我啊</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">拜拜</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6409261398248645828?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-437626644790810922009-02-27T01:45:00.000-08:002009-11-02T06:13:19.880-08:00<p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >昨天 </span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >一通哥打来的电话</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >告诉我 弟进院了</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >还在国民服务的他</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >在激烈的障碍活动进行中</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >突然呼吸困难 心脏绞痛</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >失控得乱挣扎 T__T</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >后来还失去意识 T__T</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >电话的另一头 </span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >我很慌</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >这样的突然</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >不自觉地</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >让我联想到很不好的画面</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >我真的很怕...... </span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >幸亏</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >后来情况稳定了</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >今天</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >他会做一个身体检查</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >希望他没什么大碍的....</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >Fen ....</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >平常看你高高壮壮的</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >怎么这样来吓我 T__T</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /></span></p><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-43762664479081092?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-84063389699906712602009-02-18T04:38:00.000-08:002009-02-18T04:49:19.217-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">小姐 每个人的食量真的不一样</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">小姐 不要一直对我喊痛 却偏又不肯看医生</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">小姐 我不喜欢一直重复说不要 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">啊 ~~~~~~~~~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">世上真的只有妈妈好</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">够啦 </span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">继续读书 yeah </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8406338969990671260?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-85634386798983431312009-02-09T08:12:00.001-08:002009-02-18T04:48:07.177-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">你说</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">aabb aabbbb aaabbbb bbbaaa bbb</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">aaa bb bbb aaa bbb a aa a bb bbb</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ba babab aababa bbbb bab abaaaa</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ababa babababa ababa abab abaaa baba</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">abababa babababab ab bbbaa abbabbbaab</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ab ababb bb bbbba aaa aa aabbb bbb bba aaa</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">aaabb bba aaaab bbbbaa aaabb bbbaab abababbbb</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">我想</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">再也不见 会比较好</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8563438679898343131?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-42222434636483413092009-02-07T19:12:00.000-08:002009-02-07T23:17:50.413-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">第一次</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">萌生想要放弃的念头</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">是觉得累了 ???</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">缺乏动力</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">我是否还能撑到最后??</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">看着那累积而来得为完事务</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">压得我 快要 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">喘不过气来 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">很想这些都快点结束</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">为我加油 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我要撑下去</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4222243463648341309?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-85828489293395392222009-01-20T19:05:00.000-08:002009-02-07T23:19:03.703-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">刚刚 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">掉下了一滴眼泪</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">就是那么一滴</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">酝酿已久的眼泪</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8582848929339539222?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-21395974163631744942009-01-10T07:25:00.000-08:002009-01-10T08:08:45.482-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">你在做么咧？老弟</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">还习惯那监狱般的生活吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">可怜的你 一定很不习惯吧</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">新年新希望 有要求才有可能</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">所以我2009年的愿望是：</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">1）CGPA可以提高 达到理想的标准 （加油！！可以的！！）</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">2）身体健健康康 拥有顽强的生命力</span> <span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-size:85%;">(胃痛 给我远一点）</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">3）笑容可以多一点 眼泪可以少一点 （每一滴眼泪都要流得值得 哈哈） </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">4）一切烦恼都可以迎刃而解 （有贵人相助 哈哈）</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">5）新事务 新人物 新希望 （生活就是不能乏味）</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">6）身边的人 开开心心 （祝福）</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">7）一个男朋友 谢谢 （不要青蛙 只要王子 哈哈） </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong>我要加油！！</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><strong></strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#663366;">我要加油！！！</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#330033;"><strong>我要加油！！！！</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#330033;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2139597416363174494?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-1473503668429128942009-01-07T01:54:00.001-08:002009-01-07T02:05:07.856-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">那两天上吐下泻</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">这边吃 那边呕 然后泻</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">脚都软</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">之后我的胃就开始很不舒服</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">吃不好 睡不好</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">看了两个医生 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">拿了八包药</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">我有听医生的话</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">准时吃药</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">可是还是酱 搞什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">谁来救我</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">真的很辛苦 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-147350366842912894?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-89740136699315407582008-12-31T05:11:00.000-08:002008-12-31T05:42:18.323-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">2008年 对我来说 很漫长<br /><br />终于 要结束了 意味着新的开始<br /><br />很兴奋 感觉像什么都可以重新开始<br /><br />我估计 2009年 会是一个好年<br /><br />我期待 我看见的 都是美丽的</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8974013669931540758?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-72142305371810743872008-12-22T21:35:00.000-08:002008-12-22T21:58:44.808-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">我是越来越懒惰</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">很多事情 不想再说</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">好像 怎么说都不对</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">很多事情 并不是 黑是黑 白就是白</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">很多情绪 只有自己知道</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">单单用 开心 难过 诠释不了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">所以渐渐变得沉默</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">尽管人前依然谈笑风生 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">我还是把自己收起来</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">透过别人 我知道 我不一样了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7214230537181074387?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-77882863889451602102008-12-15T19:25:00.000-08:002008-12-15T19:36:19.209-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">唷 现在人在机场<br /><br />等待着两点钟的飞机</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">其实心早早就起飞啦<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"><br />昨晚睡得不好<br /><br />很可能是太开心<br /><br />但是不懂是开心哪件事<br /><br />考完试?<br /><br />回hometown?<br /><br />还是昨晚的事 嘻嘻<br /><br />妈 你女儿 我 回来啦<br /><br />非常期待 今晚的晚餐<br /><br />耶耶</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7788286388945160210?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-34563075282178342692008-12-13T02:10:00.000-08:002008-12-22T22:01:22.094-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">最近 拼作业 拼考试<br /><br />再完成礼拜一的考试<br /><br />这学期就宣告结束了~<br /><br />回头看看这个学期<br /><br />没有什么不一样<br /><br />作业还是 最后一分钟<br /><br />考试还是 临时抱佛脚<br /><br />还记得这学期的开始<br /><br />我是如何要自己加倍努力<br /><br />也不是说 没有努力<br /><br />只是 有全力以赴 吗?<br /><br />又什么事情<br /><br />让我 全力以赴过了?<br /><br /><br />昨天和朋友聊起<br /><br />人生中唯一一次的告白经验<br /><br />害我失礼地在餐馆里放声大笑<br /><br />哈哈哈<br /><br />笑到肚子痛<br /><br />那时候的我<br /><br />是吞了熊胆吗?<br /><br />或许那时候<br /><br />没有现在的顾忌<br /><br />也没有奢望太多<br /><br />所以勇敢 哈哈<br /><br />告白最后是失败了<br /><br />后来每次遇见你都觉得<br /><br />超超超 尴尬<br /><br />有一次 看见迎面来的你<br /><br />不管你是看见 看不见<br /><br />我转头就拔腿跑去躲起来<br /><br />哈哈哈<br /><br /><br /><br />连你班和隔壁班的人<br /><br />好像都知道了这个“秘密”<br /><br />探出头来 看你我交会的那一次<br /><br />整个高中走廊 都回响着他们起哄的叫喊声<br /><br />面对面地站着<br /><br />我们都尽量不理会他们<br /><br />你还是偷笑了<br /><br />我却只想挖个洞转进去算了<br /><br />哈哈哈<br /><br /><br />你毕业的那一天<br /><br />我感到我的高中生涯<br /><br />从此就乏味极了<br /><br />还留了最后一封告别信<br /><br />夹在你死党的挡风镜前<br /><br />哈哈哈<br /><br />唷 突然想念你起来<br /><br />身在远方的你<br /><br />还好吗?<br /><br />要是不经意和我一样<br /><br />想起那些事情<br /><br />会不会也让你<br /><br />嘴角微微上扬<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3456307528217834269?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-39337388693167000292008-11-18T05:44:00.000-08:002008-11-18T05:50:26.529-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">好烦啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">REPORT REPORT REPORT</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">PRESENTATION PRESENTAION</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">INTERNET烂到MSN上不去~~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">没力!!!!想哭!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">就想找个人聊聊而已</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">也不能~!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">算了~ T_T</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3933738869316700029?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-68000468546724016412008-11-14T02:23:00.000-08:002008-11-14T02:58:27.999-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">对于接下来的三个礼拜~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我只能对自己说~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">加油了~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">两个大报告</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">两个PRESENTATION</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">正待续~ ==</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我可以怎样=="</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">可以大叫一下吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">可以消失一下吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">什么也不管啦~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">ARG~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我要一颗红苹果</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">完整的一颗</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">青的不要</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">只能让我咬一口?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">那不要好了</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我容忍不了自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">显得如此卑微</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#009900;">所以我什么也不要了~<br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6800046854672401641?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-23246646011156714242008-11-09T02:51:00.000-08:002008-11-09T15:53:05.824-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">“谁闯进我的场地~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">谁让我措手不及~”</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">失去了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">豁出去的那份傻气</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">学会了无论如何</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">都给自己留一线</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">好让自己得以随时全身退出</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">也不显得狼狈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">所以伪装</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">所以口是心非</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">感觉超越了界限</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">来到了灰色地带</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">位于什么位置</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">其实不懂~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">到底是怎么了~<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">这也许不过是一场游戏~</span><br /></span><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2324664601115671424?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-5288315729377850452008-10-29T14:05:00.000-07:002008-10-29T14:42:25.283-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我睡不好，心情就不好</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">更何况我现在是我睡不着</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">为什么呢?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">有一种声音</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">也许是我这辈子最无法忍受的</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">(每一个人都这样子吗?)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我希望我未来的老公</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">睡觉时不会有打呼的问题</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">如果有</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我很可能会因此而闹上离婚 ==”</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">或是用枕头捂住他的脸</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">让他窒息~ == ”</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我快疯了~!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我的天NAH~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">现在是几点</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">在这里打部落!!!!!</span><br /><a href="mailto:$$#%$#@$@$%$%$"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">@$$#%$#@$@$%$%$</span></a><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">我要安静!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-528831572937785045?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-60296424700194609112008-10-26T00:40:00.000-07:002008-10-26T01:18:57.772-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">唷唷唷~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">部落格终于换了新皮肤~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">喜欢那谈谈的天蓝色</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">加上幽静的绿色字体</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">让我安静~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">另外还取了新名字</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">碧@世界角落</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">相信每个人</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">都有这样专属的角落</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">好让自己沉淀乱乱的思绪</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">只是方式不一样</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">或许是一杯香浓的咖啡</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">或许在啃小说的当儿</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">或许当独自站在街头</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">不经意地~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">就来到那角落处</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">让自己不被一切打扰~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6029642470019460911?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-59077763757068442132008-10-20T08:01:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:34:58.042-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">有谁知道<br />前两天是不是什么节日?<br />那天回家的巴士上<br />隔着窗发现不远处的夜空<br />突然有烟花咧~<br />一串接着一串~<br />五彩缤纷~<br />我移不开视线~<br /><br />突然想起那一次~<br />近距离看烟火的那一次<br />还记得那感觉很震撼<br />五颜六色多姿多彩<br />感觉这么近却怎么也摸不着<br />烟花扑下来随着落空而放大<br />自己僵僵地只想站在原地<br />像渴望被捕的鱼儿<br />就因为太美了~<br /><br />不过就那转眼即逝的美丽~<br />怎么就忘了繁星点点的夜~<br /><br />曾经还以为那幸福是<br />并着肩等着看流星雨<br />一块放烟花 (以前看太多偶像剧)<br />转角处一不小心就撞到帅哥~<br />再更不小心就突然来电~ 哈哈~ (真的很多)<br /><br />只是人长大了~<br />这些都变成了笑话~<br /><br />不是没有憧憬了<br /><br />只是<br />流星雨是稀有的~<br />烟火不是可以随便乱放~<br />没有那么多巧合可以撞~<br /><br />啊~ 人还是要面对现实啊~~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-5907776375706844213?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-84020905563211241782008-10-17T20:56:00.001-07:002008-10-26T00:35:30.635-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">最近身体似乎不太好<br />出现的状况很多<br />真的，我感到<br />前所未有的担忧<br /><br />先是牙痛<br />这可不是小问题<br />因为它牵涉神经中区<br />那种痛，真的很要命<br />没有骗你~<br /><br />对于牙医<br />本来就没有什么好感<br />有着很多负面的联想<br />承受着那份恐惧<br />我还是，去补了蛀牙<br />以为一切将雨过天晴<br />可以和那疼痛说拜拜<br />哪里知道~~~~~~~~~<br />牙齿痛得更厉害~~~<br />怎么回事~<br />**崩溃**<br />我开始怀疑 =_=<br />那牙医<br />到底会不会的哦~<br />哈~<br /><br />只好回去询问<br />他就叫我耐着性子点<br />因为补过的牙还很敏感<br />过些时间就会好起来的<br />我想好吧 ~<br />就再相信你一次 =_=<br /><br />昨天无意间听某某说<br />补牙用的材料<br />其实有分几种<br /><br />白色的是树脂<br />或是陶瓷合成物<br />而银色的是<br />水银和另外几种重金属的合物<br />还有金色的<br />就是黄金<br />价格不便宜<br /><br />而我的<br />恰恰好就是银色的<br />因为水银这个词<br />我多了一个烦恼<br /><br />对于水银，我不陌生<br />它出现过在高中化学课本里<br />那不就是~<br />挥发性很强<br />让人慢性中毒<br />破坏神经系统<br />让人变笨变迟钝<br />老师千吩咐万吩咐<br />要我们处处小心提防的<br />>>>>> 水银?!!!!<br /><br />干嘛拿来补牙~~~~~~<br />我不要中毒变笨~~~~<br /><br />我赶忙去GOOGLE<br />KEYWORD栏上写<br />水银补牙会中毒<br />不一会儿<br />出来一大堆资料<br />结果是肯定的<br />原来水银合成物<br />在国外早就被禁用以来补牙<br />因为它对人体的伤害是显着的<br />水银以蒸汽的形式<br />随着被吸入体内<br />渗透入口腔<br />到肺部，神经系统，肾脏进行破坏<br />许多柏金森及老人痴呆症的患者<br />血液中水银含量都超出标准<br /><br /><br />而研究发现<br />水银进入体内的最大管道<br />就是补牙原料!!!<br /><br />天哪~<br />真觉得我把毒含在嘴里~<br />让它无时无刻挥发作用<br />渐渐渐渐侵害我的身体<br /><br />不烦拿来烦~<br /><br />奉劝大家<br />没有必要真的不要去补牙<br />必要时也先询问清楚医生<br /><br />珍重~<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#009900;">最近长青春豆<br /><br />奇怪 ~~~~~<br />它们都长在头皮上<br />拨开头发才会看到<br /><br />刚开始我以为<br />是洗发精不适合<br />后来换了还是这样<br /><br />一直以来<br />就没有怎么长青春豆<br />它们突然且怪异的出现<br />让我很怀疑<br />这是身体发出的健康警号<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span><span style="color:#009900;"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">再来<br />有一份不适<br />我也不懂该怎么形容<br />因为好像也没有试过那样<br />是昨天午觉醒来才发现的<br />就是头部的转动会引来一份灼热刺刺感<br />从颈椎直下到脊椎<br />喉间不时还会有梗塞的错觉<br /><br />那感觉<br />有点像喉咙发炎<br />可是也很像<br />服药时不小心把药卡在喉间<br /><br />总之<br />就是说不清楚<br />那份不适感到底是来自于<br />骨头，喉咙，食道还是呼吸道~<br /><br />我只能说<br />我的颈里面不太舒服~ =_=<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />最近我很干~ =_=<br />喝很多水还是觉得很渴<br />干嘛这样~<br />我不是蒸发机 =_=<br /><br />啊~~~ 人啊~~~~~~~<br />真的健健康康就好~<br /><br />大家多多照顾身体!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-8402090556321124178?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-77026065503375410912008-10-17T04:24:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:35:53.072-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">今天锈姐生日~<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">又是一个不睡夜~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">在你家外头流浪了几个小时</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">十二点来一个里外应和</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">偷溜进你的家</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">捧着蛋糕出现在你面前</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">为了那蛋糕，中间的过程</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">要说多狼狈就有多狼狈~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">冒着雨三人行</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">走遍大街小巷</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还是找不到所谓的蛋糕店</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">最后没变</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">只好在“ 某处”买</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">在恐怖公园的亭子落脚</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还喂了不少蚊子哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">十二点</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">生日歌</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">切蛋糕</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">你说我们的计谋</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">早就被某人穿帮了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">啊~~~~~~~~~~~</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">后来2点钟</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">五人行浩浩荡荡</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">到附近的MAMAK喝茶去</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">突然觉得这样</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">很有在山打根的感觉</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈~</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">每个人点一杯茶</span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">“teh tarik ice~"<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">"teh TOLAK ice satu~"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /></span><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">"apa..?"</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">"Teh TOLAK ice!"</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">那印度人被耍得团团转</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">哈哈哈</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">后来聊了很多以前的事情</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">还记得我们是怎样认识的</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">是缘分吧</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">5年前我们都参加了同一个CAMP</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">原来早就认识了</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">哈哈</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">那感觉真好</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">一些事情不怕忘了</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">因为当中总有谁会记得</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">一人接一句</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">拼凑同一个完整的故事</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">那些回忆变得如此清晰</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">总觉得那时候的我们</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">蠢蠢傻傻的</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">一件事情被重提</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">常常会突然发现笑点</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">就一起爆笑</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">聊啊聊</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">最记得</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">那个停电的晚上</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">星空下我们抱在一起哭了</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">还被一直逼问为何都哭了</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">哈哈~</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">后来开始玩牌</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">输家必须接受变态惩罚</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">哈哈</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">真的变态到~~~~~</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">你好耶~~</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">哈哈!</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">就这样一直耗到早上</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">回家的回家</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">得上课的去上课</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">下次再见</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">生日快乐~</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><p><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></p><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7702606550337541091?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-28452281009776949892008-10-04T23:45:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:36:16.160-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">哇哇哇</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">昨天去SUNWAY溜冰</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">第一次咧</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">超兴奋的咧</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">以前都在溜冰场外围看别人溜冰</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">看那些人滑倒的狼狈样</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">笑到肚子痛</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">穿上笨重鞋</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">举步都觉得有困难</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">连在粗糙的地面上行走</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">都已经有少少勉强的了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不管三七二十一</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一脚伸进滑溜溜的战场</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">立刻有想跌倒的冲动</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一开始我们六个</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">死捉住围墙</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">说什么也不肯放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不过就是害怕摔跤</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">慢慢慢慢</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">学着平稳身子</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">学着接受地面是滑的</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不甘心就这样一直靠墙转</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不管了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">结果跌倒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">原来溜冰人都很好</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">看有人跌倒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">没有笑就过来扶你起身</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一次跌倒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不算什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">或许</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我可以越挫越勇</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">后来撞到一个小弟弟</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">他说他可以教我溜冰</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">牵着他的小手</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就这样被他拖着溜</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哇~速度感耶~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">冷风飘过的感觉咧~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">溜冰的感觉真好~ </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我一定要学好~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">嘻嘻~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一个人</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">放胆敢敢去滑了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">反而觉得轻松多了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">原来死捉住墙是不必要</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">人生下来就有平衡的能力嘛~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哇哈哈~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">溜啊溜~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我三溜一小跤</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">五溜一大跌的</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">各种姿势都有</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">只差四脚朝天</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">慢慢我发现</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">溜的时间终于</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">比跌倒的时间长了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">再慢慢慢慢</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">总算可以溜两下子了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还可以滑着飞来飞去了咧</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">飞撞向一面墙上</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就可以停下</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">*我不会控制自己停下来* ==</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">原来最大的障碍</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不是那滑溜溜的地面</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">而是不敢跌倒的心理</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">跌倒了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就站起来</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">怕什么嘛</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那不才是</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">最原来的自己吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">什么时候开始</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">渐渐变得懦弱</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">死捉住边缘</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不敢再跌倒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">难道一次跌倒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就要将人打败吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">跌倒了是为了再站起来</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">然后学习滑得更快更远</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">耶~ 我看见</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不畏惧的自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">回来咯~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2845228100977694989?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-35718931477472539152008-09-30T23:22:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:36:33.352-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">各位马来同胞<br />开斋快乐<br />新年快乐<br /><br />本人很喜欢马来同胞的一个习俗<br />就是趁这一天的到来<br />都会互相握手说抱歉<br />请求宽恕<br />这一年来所犯下的错<br /><br />不管是有心的<br />还是无心伤害<br />其实很多时候一句诚心的道歉<br />就能够将污点像粉末一样抹掉<br /><br />只是<br />很多人都不懂得说抱歉<br />不懂怎么说<br />什么时候说<br /><br />我呢?<br />如果是小事情<br />比如说不小心撞到人<br />对不起说得特别顺口<br />可以说是自然反应<br /><br />如果是大事情<br />反而难以启齿<br />怎么说呢?<br />一些事情耿耿于怀<br />对和错都分不清了<br />为什么是我说抱歉<br />最后谁也没有说出口<br />事情一直驻留在心里<br />演变成为一种痛<br /><br />对不起<br />只要是真心诚意<br />很多事情<br />都不会是难以释怀的<br /><br />一句对不起<br />这声音<br />释放他人<br />也释放了自己</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3571893147747253915?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-37797876373823475602008-09-28T01:14:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:36:55.518-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">很久没上来到这里留下心情咯</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">很好很好</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那是说我不再心事重重</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">没有什么是不吐不快的</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">今天我要发一下牢骚</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实只是功课有点重</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">但我依然还是觉得</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">因为功课而不快乐</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">因为功课而没有了生活</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">因为功课而限制了自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">怎么说也不值得</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">最近在学校</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">听别人开口闭口都是功课</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就连上网聊天</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还是离不开功课</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">有时看似问候关心的字句</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">感觉起来怎么都像在较劲</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">根本不含有一丝暖意</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实很烦</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">也觉得很无聊</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">难道除了功课</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">生活乐趣就不重要了吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">活着又不是为了功课!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">功课是重要</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">压力在所难免</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">大家加油~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">别忘了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">必须时得忙中偷闲</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">加油!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-3779787637382347560?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-40020764757941525732008-09-14T05:43:00.001-07:002008-09-14T05:52:35.058-07:00<a title="MyHeritage - free family trees, genealogy and face recognition" href="http://www.myheritage.com/collage" target="_blank" alt="MyHeritage - free family trees, genealogy and face recognition"><img height="574" src="http://www.myheritagefiles.com/N/storage/site1/files/71/66/12/716612_4927479e60dc84b09u7868.JPG" width="500" border="0" /></a> <p> </p><p></p><p>我像星爷哦.... == ”</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4002076475794152573?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-16316748062108583722008-09-13T21:11:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:03:02.114-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">最近牙痛<br /><br />我需要牙医<br /><br />惯用来咀嚼的左边牙<br /><br />如今面对着山珍海味<br /><br />也只会拒绝说不 ==<br /><br /><br />尽管是区区的一颗饭粒<br /><br />在毫无防备之下<br /><br />就足以狠狠地给你一记<br /><br />许久也未能忘却那份痛楚<br /><br /><br />痛，其实不是因为那颗蛀牙<br /><br />而是因为<br /><br />它是如此接近神经的中区<br /><br />如此地接近回忆的储藏库<br /><br />曾经是如此依靠你<br /><br />陪我分享一切美味<br /><br />谁会想到<br /><br />看似依旧光滑的表面<br /><br />神经暗地里地被腐蚀</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">对付这样的神经伤害</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">第一招</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">继续尽量避免接触</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">第二招</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">以全新的态度来修补缺口</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">绝招</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">连根拔起</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">从此不再有瓜葛</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-1631674806210858372?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-24301558597159268252008-09-08T07:44:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:07:31.610-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">今天早上起来前发了一个梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我记得我是被吓醒的</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">虽然我已经很努力</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">但就是无法将那零碎的记忆</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">连串起来~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不很清楚那个梦的来龙去脉</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">但可以肯定的是</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那绝对不是一个好梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">只记得有一个画面</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我竟然被一群认识的人围攻</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不记得为什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还有梦里面的一份感觉</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">被猜忌怀疑然后遗弃</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">也不要问我为什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">反正就是不记得</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那个梦持续到一半</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">突然意识到自己是在梦里</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我很刻意地想醒过来</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">却发现那是有难度的</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">第一次的尝试</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我以为我醒来了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">原来我还在梦里</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">简单来说</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">就是我发梦到我醒过来了 == ”</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">第二次的尝试</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一秒之间我睁开双眼</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">仰卧的我第一眼就看到了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那熟悉的天花板</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">这回是真的醒过来了吧 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">刚刚的梦太逼真</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">感觉特别深刻</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">此刻仿佛还携带着着一部分的恐慌</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">延伸到今天的每个细节里头</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">激发我做了一些出乎意料的事情 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈~ = x</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一天又快来到了尾巴</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">面对着屏幕</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">双手打着键盘</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">有没有可能下一刻的我</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">突然发现自己原来还在梦里</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">而现在还处于自以为的清醒</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">梦里的梦 梦里的梦 梦里的梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">什么时候是梦境</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">什么时候才是真实</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">人生~ </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">真的如梦~ </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-2430155859715926825?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-45817060250456149062008-08-28T06:08:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:08:07.037-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">学着无所谓 </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">我学着无所谓<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">觉得自己做得还不错~<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">如果想想~<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">自己真正想要的~<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">想想时间流逝的不留人<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">想想生命的意义与可贵<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">想想自己以后还要走的路<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">想想曾经历过的种种难堪<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">看看自己成长留下的痕迹<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">感激自己现拥有的以及曾拥有的<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">这一点点的悲伤难过<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">这一点点的创伤疤痕<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">其实根本算不了什么<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">再痛心的时候<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">还是小丫头的时候就体会过了~<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">不是吗?<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">我都一直这样勉励自己的<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">突然想念你，爸~<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">你一直默默地给我力量~</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-4581706025045614906?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-70640478632223975302008-08-28T00:29:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:08:59.564-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">虽然已经事过境迁，真的没有在悲伤什么，只是，免不了很失望~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">心情，没有错，知道以后，变得很沉重~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">甚至，我睡不好~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我难过吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我太笨了~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">真的太笨了~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我难过</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">因为我太笨了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">什么时候会有那个某某谁</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">可以告诉我</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">没事的，别担心</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">安抚一下心中的不安</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我不安~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">为什么原本的真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">都不是真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">为什么真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">会很后来才知道</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;">为什么真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">会是这样的方式传到来耳边</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">为什么背后的真相总是残酷~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还会多少个真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还没有被发掘</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">这世上有没有真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一件事情是不是只有一个真相</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还是说真相存在在不同人的眼中</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">突然之间</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">很多事情都明了了~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">有了一个结论</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那根本一点都不值得留念</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那是一个大大大大大大的污点!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">如果可以诚实一点</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我真的很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">你!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-7064047863222397530?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2446624846792558841.post-67586206864238714452008-08-16T20:10:00.000-07:002008-10-26T00:09:54.420-07:00<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">那一天告别了十九岁的自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">正式踏入二十岁的世界里头</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">前面的路会是怎么样的风景</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一路上又会有什么人来相随</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那么多的未知数</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">都正待我去发掘</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实需要的只是</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">份量足够的勇气</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">答应自己从此要更勇敢坚强</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">因为我要的是不一样的世界</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">在此特别想对十九岁的那一年</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">说：“不再见了!!!!!!”</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">走远吧~~~~~~~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">领悟过以后就算了~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">二十岁的自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">不会再轻易掉下眼泪</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">二十岁的自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">可以很好地保护自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">二十岁的自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">再也不会让岁月留白</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">为自己精彩才最精彩</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">那一天下班后~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">和最好的死党一同渡过~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">一顿PIZZA大餐</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">细心准备的礼物</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">亲手制作的生日卡</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">苹果CHEESE蛋糕</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">突而起来的生日歌</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">还有那6+1 的巧克力花 (哈哈哈~~~~)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">都让我感到很温馨~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">感到你们的用心了</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">真的谢谢~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">很爱你们哈哈哈~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">只记得那一晚</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">笑到肚子很痛很痛~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">肚子也撑得很胀很胀~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">会是很难忘的~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我的生日愿望很简单</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我只希望自己和身边的人</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">如果不能随时随地</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">至少也能**常常**开开心心~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">哈哈哈~~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span 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/><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2446624846792558841-6758620686423871445?l=bit1988.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>A_BIThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11899740297666041346noreply@blogger.com1